the diary of someone who never understood the world — even though he understood it well enough
ตะวันตก,เรื่องสั้น,เล่าประสบการณ์,อื่นๆ,ชีวิต ,ชีวิตประจำวัน,ชีวิตประ,ปรัชญา,plotteller, ploteller, plotteler,พล็อตเทลเลอร์, แอพแพนด้าแดง, แพนด้าแดง, พล็อตเทลเลอร์, รี้ดอะไร้ต์,รีดอะไรท์,รี้ดอะไรท์,รี้ดอะไร, tunwalai , ธัญวลัย, dek-d, เด็กดี, นิยายเด็กดี ,นิยายออนไลน์,อ่านนิยาย,นิยาย,อ่านนิยายออนไลน์,นักเขียน,นักอ่าน,งานเขียน,บทความ,เรื่องสั้น,ฟิค,แต่งฟิค,แต่งนิยาย
The Diary Awaiting Oblivion (ENG)the diary of someone who never understood the world — even though he understood it well enough
woke up in the afternoon—took a shower, ate, read a novel
by evening—snacked, played games
by night—drew, and was about to eat again after finishing this diary
my life is boring, really. nothing special. just moving forward, waiting for death to come one day... but maybe that isn’t so different from the one reading this now
my thoughts wander again, but i don’t know what else to write
perhaps i can only say this: the rain falling now feels wonderful. i wish it rained every day when i stayed home, and the sky cleared every time i went out
if my future self looked back at me through this diary, what would he think?
‘hmm, i even wrote down something this trivial back then’?
‘at that time, i should have tried harder’ ?
or perhaps “i” would simply say—“my life… wasn’t so bad after all?” ?